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Hey! My name's Adam White, but everyone calls my Psyniac. Ok, not EVERYONE. Just my online friends. Everyone offline usually calls my by my real name. And that's just annoying. I'm Psyniac I say! And I'll changing my name when I'm older! XD And before you ask, Psyniac is a mix of the words "Psycho" and "Maniac"... Ya see? Clever.
I'm quite laidback but figgedty, quite calm but love to shout, quite fun but often depressed/depressing... I'm basically a double-edged person (Psyniac used Double-Edge! ^_^) who, according to my friends, am a lot of fun to be around and I make people laugh. I'm known for my geekiness (I won't deny it: this is who I am! :)) and my way with the ladies... I don't know they correspond but they do. Maybe I have geek charm!
And I'm not a nerd! Nerds are smart. And I'm not a dweeb either... dweebs are... Ugh. I'm not getting into this. Besides, who, other than me, sits around and sorts out what is what? They're just mindless insults anyway. But if the label fits... I'm a geek.
And what a geek I am! I love to game and my favourite series include Sonic, Mario, Halo, Final Fantasy, Resident Evil, Grand Theft Auto etc. I grew up with the way of the Sega and my first friend was a Nintendo nut. We had a load of arguments but we pulled through them. The only thing that broke us in the end was the popularity scale - he betrayed me and himself by turning into a "Level 3 Semi-Popular Kid" (MY POPULARITY SCALE: 1: Super Nerds and Super Dweebs, 2: Nerds, Geeks, 3: Semi-Populars, 4: Populars, 5: Rulers (i.e. the leaders (usually chavs)).
We both grew up in Flitwick (both of us in the same close), which is where we both still indeed live (not in the same close anymore, he moved). Most of my friends live near me, thankfully and some are only a couple of roads away. My best friends include Mike, Jakk, Scorchio, Carl(os) and my bestest buddy Claire.
Flitwick - despite what I have said before - is an amazing place. It can be boring, yes but you make certain past-times and hanging areas with particular friends (Mike: going to tescos, Jakk: hanging at mine, Carl: His/the area around his, Claire: hers/the fun fields etc.). But it's actually really beautiful here. We're in a very country-side area, with a wood and quite a few fields. If I was to come back in 10 years, if everything was changed, it would be a huge shock. I could never imagine Flitwick any different.
I'm not a VERY outdoorsy person - I really love sitting around in Summer and standing out in the rain (i love rain!) but I don't play Sport (the occasional American Football game). I prefer to sit in and work on my website and comics etc.
I've been operating websites for years, almost every one a Sprite Comic site. Starting with humble "Madness Inc" origins, Green Flame Inc has died and reborn at an approxamite of 6 times. I've been making comics for about four years. At first, it was a hobby, then it became more. It became what I ~thought~ was a lifestyle until recently when I was dumped by a girlfriend and the reality caught me - Green Flame is a REAL lifestyle. I don't care about jobs or hobbies, this is what I do and who I am - nothing will stand in my way of reaching my full potential and height of the Sprite Comic universe.
In my 15 and a half years of life I've encountered many different experiences including betrayal, love, hate, death of family members and friends and suicide of a friend. Recently I was betrayed by a group of friends, left by the only person for me and found out that my birth was a mistake. I get slowed down, but I never stop. After lifting myself up from this horrible time, in a day I was back down again… Well life is a never ending circle of pain – pain – pain – pain – happiness – pain – pain – pain – pain – happiness *etc*
I'll admit I selfharm and a drink in EXTREME excess, both of these things I intend to stop, not just because I know the risks of both, but because people can get really worried about me. I can very insecure and end up convincing myself that no one cares but my friends are very patient and kind and always help me through (**friendly hugs Claire**).
My life is about my friends, games and music. Music is anoth thing that I can not live without. I don't have a favourite band, as it always changes depending on new releases by them but here is a list of some of my favs. They include Fear Factory, System of a Down, Rammstein, Linkin Park, ADEMA, Megaherz, The Lostprophets, Limp Bizkit, Iron Maiden, Avenged Sevenfold, Sepultura, Killswitch Engage and more. As you can tell I'm into the metal/death thrash/industrial scene.
However, and quite randomly, I do like GLC: Goldie Lookin' Chain. It's REAL rap, none of that "I'm a big muscular black dood and I leika the booze and cars and guns and shit and booty and I'm secretly a poof who is addicted to Ice Cream" stuff. I also make dance music, on the eJay PC programs, under the name DJ Ad Gray (my Dad was a DJ with the name DJ Paul Gray so I "borrowed" and altered it :P).
Although I used to do Karate (for 2/3 and a half years) I am completely against real violence. Yes, movie and game violence entertains me but I am very against fighting, violence and war. I only did Karate because I thought that, because I would never want to/actually hit someone, I was in the wrong. But I wasn't in the wrong - pratically the whole damn world is the wrong.
Don't get me wrong, I have NO beef with people who pratice Karate or any type of self-defense. Just the people who start it, espically those who do it senseless and without a reason (like teens who beat people up on the street for no reason). I am very against... well, Goverment in general. Although the idea of anarchy amuses me, It's not a way I would seriously go. In the recent general election (2005) I would have voted Lib/Dem if I could. It wouldn't have matter - Tony Blair and his crew of pot smoking buffoons rigged the election AGAIN (trust me - he's friends with Bush, I'm sure they have a lot of things beyond war in common (like cheating and taking drugs)).
I very against poverty and would submit as much money as possible to help but I can be very selfish. Let's just hope I join a succesful band or something - I'd give millions to all charities. Another thing I'm against is bullying as I was bullied a lot in lower and middle schools and still am frequently to this day. Although I can be a bit of a racist at times, I hate racism... I need a load of that bracelet things... A lot of the people in my school wear them as fashion which REALLY pisses me off.
When I'm older I'd like to move to America (a horrible place - but beautiful, depending where you are - plus, I've always wanted to go New York (as my favourite films: Ghostbusters and Ghostbusters II are set there, I wouldn't mind finding some locations ^_^). Germany seems like a possibility too, as I am intriguied by the language and I'm learning it in School.
I can't say I'm that intelligent. I'm smart but my School work is terrible. I hate the building which really gets me down and under so I can't be bothered to do my work, plus, all my problems originate or increase in "The Shithole" so that doesn't help. The only subject I enjoy is Drama, when I'm with two or so friends and not lonely. Drama gives the freedom of expression - except when you're put in a horrible, restricting Chav group... **grumbles**...
I was top of all my classes in lower school and quite a few in Woodland. My predicted GCSE grades were all A's and B's at first, but now it seems to be C's and D's. I guess my discovery aof love and heartbreak had something to do with that.
I had my first girlfriend in lower school and I was about 8 when I had my first french-kiss (:D hahahaha! sucks to be everyone but me in this area!). I'm... well, let's say "gifted" as many have found out... XD My dream girl would probably be a brunette perhaps witha red tint in her hair. She'd probably have green eyes and nice tan. But appreances aren't everything to me. I see inside. Plus, my IDEAL girl looks nothing like this **snickers, winks**.
Well, I guess I'd better stop here... at least for now. And If you read all that - you deserve a prize! **checks for prizes** Oh no! I'm all out! Ah well! ^_-
~-x-~ Guv'na Psyniac Out ~-x-~









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What people think of me!
Ganked from Rob! ;)

Chelsea "Chelskimo" Crosbie: "Adam is one weird person. he likes eating hair... but he's always good for a laugh and is one of the nicest blokes i know!"
Emzel "Da Hunimonsta" (^_^): "ur a reli dudeie dude that i love to be with all the time but the eatin hair thing is a bit weird but owel i like the biteing at times so ill deal with it n i do it to u sumtimes so i cant reli talk lol"
Louisa Anderson: "completely insane fast typer who has a good sense of homour and can't ever be accused of being subtle ^__^"
Claire "Ducky/Muffin" Hull: "ur my best friend. n i luv u. and i neva will 4get u. i wont let u 4get me. even wen ur old and surrounded by grandchildren, il b there, smiling coz i no that uv made a gr8 husband, dad, grandad and they are so lucky 2 hav u."
RobSkib: "1. Uptodate on his l33t. 2. Finds the phrase OLIOLIOIOILIO amusing. 3. Lives in the internet"



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~-x~ Guv'na Psyniac Out ~-x~

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